I haven’t
written in a while; maybe it’s because I have nothing to write about. My life is, well you'll see,
starting over can be a hard thing to do.
Let’s
start with boot-camp shall we. My sister
Julie and I have recently begun our “road to health”. It’s currently day 7 of boot-camp and I’m
really enjoying it. You see, Julie and I
are very different yet very alike. Different
because she is a super healthy eater; I’m talking this girl could be vegan
& me, well not so much. A difference
with me is I LOVE to workout, exercise just makes me happy & the endorphins
aren't bad either. So when we’re together
its great J she helps me with the eating, and
I help her with the boot-camp. I’m
hoping to be where I want to be by the New Year. New Year; new me!
You know,
these past couple of months have been nothing but chaotic. I’ve been to more than 5 states, stayed long
periods of time in 3 of them. I saw a
new branch of the Art Institute, ate the best burger of my life, discovered
family isn’t what I thought it was (or confirmed it’s exactly what I thought it
was), lost a part of me, found a part of me, baked lots of bread, made videos
to depressing Celine Dion songs, ate more than I should of, cried (a lot),
became closer with my best friend, experienced the most comfortable bed on
planet earth, watched an abundant amount of movies, cussed out invisible
people, re-united with the power of the speedy rewards card, went from Sussi to
Jessie, took my first bus trip (missed the first one and had to buy another
ticket may I add), took every wrong
exit, shared a beer with my daddy, drove a boat for the first time, competed in more than one ‘Olympic’
event, discovered scars don’t go away
easily, befriended cats, acted as a lawyer for my grandparents, came
face to face with the baked bean sandwich and drank way to much soda.
Now, let
me just say; some of those moments are completely unforgettable. The image of me jumping on the “most
comfortable bed on planet earth” screaming HATERS IN THE BUILDING is just one
of many. A friend once said she doesn’t
believe that everything happens for a reason; I gotta say, I’m with her on
that. Sometimes life just hands you “shitfest
2012” and there is no reason at all. Know
that sometimes it’s just not your fault.
You couldn’t have done anything differently; you couldn’t have made it
stop.
I believe
there are two types of people; emotional thinkers and logical thinkers. I am
100% an emotional thinker and believe me; it gets me into trouble A LOT! My
best friend is a logical thinker, if it weren’t for her I would be in the deep
end ALL THE TIME! She’s helped through a lot, gotten me out of
tough situations, and listened to me for hours on end repeat the same
conversation. She is so not emotional
(hehe, love you), so I want to take the time to really thank her. Thank you ‘weezer’, if it weren’t for you
they would have committed me a long time ago.
You’ve always been there even when I’m a giant emotional childish pain
in the ass. No matter what anyone says,
you’re my voodoo queen J Love you!
Well that
blog turned out to be more random than I expected. Well that’s what you get; me
throwing up my thoughts and emotions.
With all
my love,
Jessie
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